today, i went out with a loved one. lots of things that i wanted to say but it's not the right time. i hate bugging people down with problems.
in lit, they talk about social responsibility. the thing is, to what extent are you responsible for the things that occur in the outside world? they teach us that we all have a part in causing all these shit. but how much exactly?
i need to know how much in order to live. honestly, there's so much i've dreamed of - far from this place but far from the people i love so goddamn much. i don't show it much, not at all, even. ever since a while ago, i have disconnected from the outside world. but i never did stop loving them.
i miss the days when i told everyone that hearts had infinite capacity. i believed in love and goodness so much that i preached it. i was positive. i miss that.
it's been a hard year of judging faces, endless competition, late nights and bottling all up. not healthy, but i'll make do like i always do. for the future, for the people.
i hope that's what social work advocates.
fight hard kiddo. you're gonna be just fine.
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